Because I'm Happy

In this moment I feel alright. Normally I would be stuffing my face trying to fill some sort of void in my life. Now I am sitting here thinking that I should eat, but for once I am just not hungry. I am not a fat girl by any means, but sometimes I fear that I might become one with my often downward spiral into depression. My love life has been lacking, but I figure that will pick up again when I head back to school. Right now everything in my life is heading in the right direction. Last night I was a little upset about a close friend telling me that they are thinking about moving to Seattle in October. My first that to that was "How dare you leave me in the shit hole state." Then I realized that he needs to do him. The thing that upset me honestly the fact that he wouldn't come back for my birthday, but who knows if he will even go. In the now I have so many things going for me. I am young and attractive so I am happy about that. For real though I am going back to school, and I am making music play lists. Not to mention I am so psyched that I am not working fast food anymore. I have an awesome job at a thrift store now. It seems like between my 40+ hours at the thrift store, writing, and my play list this is going to be an awesome summer. Next fall is going to be awesome because I will be supporting myself with said awesome job, playing play lists, learning stuff, chilling with friends, and writing a bit. YES I CAN HAVE IT ALL. I am doing this thing called do you. Be whoever you think you are, and do whatever to make you happy! You know just don't kill people... Haha seriously no death. I got the do you idea from Ana on the Young Turks.... Also sorry if I don't use paragraphs for my blogs sometimes.. I am doing me, and I say I don't feel like it. :) I also like to use smiley faces instead of periods sometimes..... Have fun with that if I ever do that randomly.