Life and a new writing!!!!

I started writing a new story. Honestly I don't know how long this one will be, but it is about an apathetic woman that meets someone that teaches her how to let loose a little bit. It really isn't a love story, at least I do not see it as one as of yet. If I see a different vision of it than it might be. Finally I feel the creativity coming back to me. Lately I have been having this weird block. I have been trying to do things, but that hasn't been helping. Sometimes blogging helps, so I have been told. This time I am going to stick to blogging. Life sometimes gets in the way. I get in the way of what I want to do sometimes. It is really early in the morning and I have not gone to bed. Just a lot of things I have been thinking about, but I am still not sad. Being said I can write and feel happy. I don't have to be happy just being in my own little world all the time. That is my problem. I mean I can be happy, but I need to be happy in this world. Sometimes I spend most of my time in my imagination in these little worlds I have created. Everything goes well, because I am the creator. That is how I dealt with things when I was younger. Now that I am an adult on my own in the real world, I have to learn to be happy with my life as a whole. This is something that I feel like is important. Now that I can be happy, I think this current writing will be able to blossom into something great. Before I wasn't happy with my job. It really sucked, so I changed that. If you aren't happy with something then you have to change it. Don't let someone else determine that. That is what I want to do with this story as well. The main character is very apathetic. When she first meets this guy she couldn't care one way or the other. He was just someone that she met pretty much. Her life is pretty dull and she has gotten used to it. This one person helps her realize that life doesn't have be that way, but at the same time she has to decide whether or not she is going to change what she needs to change in order to be happy instead of just in this weird area, or if something else is going to happen. So yeah that. I am thinking about posting the first chapter when I am done with it. I would very much like it if you told me what you think of it when I do post it.