Feelings and such

I mentioned that I may have possible feelings for a friend. Well this has never gone good, but I am going to have a blog where I tell him how I feel about him. It won't be this one, but I wanted to know if that is always a good idea or if it puts more pressure on a person. This friend has been a dear friend of mine for over a year and at first I felt weird about how I felt about him, but the more I came to terms with it the more I saw it. It could work out if it was the right timing, but I need to figure things out. He will be in Germany for the summer because that is where he lives. Most of my DSU friends know who I am talking about. If you are reading this please keep it locked tight. I want to be the one to tell him. He knows that there is something that I want to share with him, and I am always one for grand gestures. Is this the one that I want to use? Or is it too already been done? There are other factors, but what do you guys think?